Happy Teachers' Day!!

Today is our Teachers' Day celebration!!
It was awesome!!!!!!!!

I sat with the 4A4 girls..
Najwa, Elina and Amirah!!
for the very 1st time I wasn't sitting with my own gang..
we tend to get along very well..
as Amirah said, I have already sebulu with them!!^^

I really did enjoy myself to the max..
was having sore throat for keep cheering with the guys!!
reali tak tahan see the hot and sexy teachers!!
You rock girls!!!

Next, I am very happy because most of the people love the song I Will Be..
feel so proud of myself to choose that song!!
haha..
psa have done a great job in editing the lyrics
*cool*

Then,
my sayang...(haha)
a.k.a sexy is so sexy..
haha
she, mun, and su was great!!d

And to cmf..
sure you are feeling good right?!
the celebration was a great, awesome success!!
you have done a marvellous job!! :)

fyi...
Elina took me for a round with her motorcycle!!
*nice*
omg..
cool weh~~
ahh...
really nice... :)

It's Over

2 weeks of examination is finally over!!
as usual, add maths is still a nightmare for me!!

That day when I was sitting for it,
I felt dizzy, real dizzy
and I slept for twice!!
and I left 6 qstns worth 31 marks to be blank... *sobx*

It is totally a disaster of mine in form 4..
I hope that I will be much more prepared for the coming exams..

Came to the end of mid-year examination make me feel happy and sad at the same time..
:) + :( = ??
Happy=duh...itz the end of examination!!
Sad=homeworks vil be coming soon!!

during the hols, I will really try my best to adapt those subjects that are not consumed yet
i hope...^^

sick of it

It's already 2106...
and I'm still here
in front of the computer!!

2mr, exam still on!!
and it's the paper that will definitely kills me!!
ADD MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!
[alrite...maybe a little bit too exaggerate..haha]

I don't have the urge to study add maths
although i wanna to..
I just got bored when I can't understand what the heck I'm actully looking at!!

Don't say digest the thing,
I can't even consume that subject!!

I MOST PROBABLY will FAIL all my science subjects
ESPECIALLY PHYSICS!!!!
although I really do enjoy this subject, I just don't know why I can't even answer the most easy question!!
I've already knew that I will fail before I do my paper 2 this Thursday
because dear paper 1 had already given me the conclusion~

Today after break, we are free..
[for those who didn't take chinese]
if you glance through the whole class, everyone is revising their add maths!!
but if you'd look properly, there sits a girl doing nothing!!
Itu pun saya!!

Just pray hard that I don't pass out during the exam..
maybe 2mr,
I will just stare at the paper, hoping the paper could give me the answer!!

Oh God, I pray to you..
please make my add maths paper come to life and could tell me the answer for the questions on its body...

just kidding..
later teacher say I cheat in exam pulak!!

Oh God,
please guide me throughout the exam..
please give me the power of memory and understanding
so that I can really know what I'm reading later midnight and remember it til 2mr!!
and 1 more..
please give me the power to stay awake tonight..
[if not I will just doze off like the other days where I onl study that subject at 7am in school til exam starts]
hope my wishes will be granted
I think I'm not too greedy, am I?!
Thank you God...

simply nia~

I do feel that life is weird..
There are many things that could happen,
even those that you don't even expect it will happen...

Who will ever guessed that I will have a didi??
haha~~
Di, funny la u!!

And you!!
who will ever expect that we will chat for so long today?
remember what you've promised me..
there's no need to listen to MP3 when you are bored!!
and all the things I've said today..

Similarly, I will definitely remember my promise to you..
I will tell you whenever I got hurt
I won't let you be happy when I'm hurt
thus, don't worry that I will not tell you!!

I do appreciate our friendships
a lot a lot...
more than you think I do!!
More than both of you do!!
hahaha~~
love you guys!!

(and love to call you di~~) ^^

lonely...I'm Mr. Lonely...

She is hurt enough..
Can't you just stop hurting her??
Her parents bring her to this world to enjoy life...

Her heart is meant to pump blood..
Not meant to be hurt..

The fear of loneliness is still somewhere in her heart
She tried so hard to eliminate the fear
but she is not strong enough
therefore, she hide it somewhere deep down in her heart

She thought that she won't feel that anymore
but she was wrong..

Whenever she is there,
sitting alone..or maybe
when she was telling some other people about that,
*dong*
here comesthe fear
the sadness
the feel of loneliness

She may keep joking and laughing or maybe, just smiling
but who knows what's playing in her mind at that time??
She hopes that the moment of happiness will not end..
She will not stop joking, laughing, smiling..

But the cruel reality disappoint her
she stops
not because she is tired
it's just simply because there's no one beside her anymore..

Thus, she is trying damn hard to be independent
she is still trying hard now
however, no matter how hard she tries,
she still feels lonely at times..

She once said
"friends are forever"
"once I said you are my friend, then you are...forever"
and she said to those people
"once you are, forever you are"
but how true it can be??
now she gotta said...
"we are distanced"

She is very tired of trying to guess who is true and who is not
she is not observantshe can't differentiate truths or lies
she doesn't know haw many big fat liars will appear in her life
she's tryna to be optimistic..
believing that there are someone she can rely trust and rely on..
she found some but still doubting...

She is still doubting...

seventh of april

The e-PPDa competition is on Wednesday(tomorrow) and Thursday..
Basically, tomorrow we have to build the powerpoint presentation there and there..
48 slides in 3 hours..
At first, all of us thought it's ok, we can manage it!!
But we are wrong..

It turns out that we must use microsoft 2003...
Which we are blur in..
We are so used to 2007!!

When we practised building it up today..
I feel so frustrated!!
I can't find the thing I wanna find..
custom animation, hyperlink wordart and etc..

I myself used 1 hour and 3 minutes to finish my part which is only 16 slides..
We actually planned to use 45 minutes each person
and 15 minutes to do the animation!!
GOD...

We presented in front of a F1 class today in the media room..
We have already forgotten most of our script..
We got the comments from the class..
and we are going to improve ourselves based on the comments..
the most important thing is..
memorize the script!!!!!

And they said that I talk BM got English slang..
Got meh??
especially the word 'cara-cara' they said..
I've already practice at home..
I feel it was ok..
bt I dunno..
Tomorrow must practice in front of Kaveesha and Husna!!

Husna..
sorry ya for what I've done today..
I just can't control myself..
And I've told you beforehand what I can be when I'm stressed, kan?!
Anyway, I'm just voicing out..
Since you still keep doing the same thing when Kaveesha told you not to..
I guess I have to tell you again lo..
We just don't want a one-man-show in our competition!!
We are a team, together we will fight til the end..
K??
remember: THE LAW OF ATTRACTION!! :)

nightmare!!

Oh God...
Please tell me it's all just a dream...
It didn't really happened, did it??

Went to school,
struggling to memorize my script..
#Reading time, went counselling room to add 1 more slide..(the 1 that had killed me)

Proceeded to the hall..
Set up the laptop..
Yuga said SL went to take the plug(??) for the music..
So, we presented half of our presentation without music!!

When its my turn...
well,
-over and inappropriate body gesture
- too nervous
- hands tak tentu arah
- missed out a slide (# dat 1)
- said SORRY when I missed that without actually remembering that there's a mic on my hand..

Fish like hell!!
but still have to act like nnothing happened and keep going on...
haih..
like this still got hope to win ah me??
They said at least I got an experience since this is my 1st time..(although itz a not-so-good experience)
so that I can strengthen my strengths more and improve my weaknesses..
the sorry was a disaster!!

Thanks to WJ and YS..
they are like so cool...*thumbs up*
and so pro man..
haha...^^