why??

Weiya...
I don't really know whether you realize it or not, but we are getting further...
We aren't as close as how we used to be..
Now, we don't even text each other
I really wanna know what's going on
You used to tell me that nothing's gonna stand in our way...
but but but.........
Haih....
I'm getting insane
After both of you broke up, we didn't contact much..
I wonder why, she's the one break up with you, not me...

"Mei Fang!!!"
"90 degree!!"
"Hands straight!!"
"Hentak harder!!"
"Stand straight!!"
"AGAIN!!"
Hmm...
These are what I normally heard from them...
Haha...
I know I have much more rooms to improve...
I just gotta go for it...
They now seems to be more careful when they speak out my mistakes (esp after saw my previous blog) which made me feel a lil uncomfortable...
Because I know, they just don't wanna hurt me and make me feel hopeless...
Don't worry...
I'm fine...
Just kinda emo during the previous blog..
I will practice hard...
I practice myself every night..(and just now)
But, I just can't stand properly..(I don't know why)
Haha...
Funny!!

Sobx~~T.T

Today went HY's house to practice St. John with everyone..
My marching so damn sucks man!!
Everyone can get it right, just me...
Feel myself so useless..
It just few simple steps and I....
I heard HY told SA that she hope that we could win in marching...
But with me in the team...Urgh...
I scared that I will disappoint those who really got the confidence to win!!
WY taught me personally when other people were resting..
Tears almost roll down my cheek at that time...
FMF!!
wake up man!!!
u r so useless!!!!!!

Back from 1U

Went to 1U just now...
but only me and sa...
Suet Yan was not feeling well, Chien Min's following her mum...
Therefore, left the two of us..
We watched The Coffin..
DAMN SCARY...
At 1st the theater only got two of us..(scary..)
We waited outside for more people to go in 1st...
We are proud of ourselves for being brave!!(clap clap clap)
Then, we started to shop...
We've been walking back and forth new wing and old wing..
Around 3.15pm, ys joined us...
And we met Yun Yee in front of the Popular...
Then we walk walk walk...
Suddenly don't know why ys unhappy..(suddenly je tau)
She fetch us back to my house..
Then sa mum came and fetch her back!!
Now punya feeling...don't know le....

BOO~~

Hey hey...
Guess where am I now??
I'm at..Su Ann's house lea...(I know I'm lame)
Later I'm going to 1U with her, Chien Min and Suet Yan later...
By cab...ooohh...
1st time taking cab with those who are same age with me...
Will tell you guys what happened there when I'm back from there...
Gtg...

dinner...

Yesterday my family and I went for the Fusionexcel dinner at Serdang there...
And I can tell that, "Pui Yee, luckily you didn't come!!"
The hall is big and well decorated...
It's crowded with people as well...
They had places where you can decorate your pendant with small crystal, change your hook and your chain...
The thing looked much nicer after being decorated...
But...too bad...
I forgot to bring, so I can't decorate mine..
Then, it begins...
The first show was a karatae show..
Fuyoh!!
They damn geng la wei!!
Then they start serving us our dinner..
And..It taste different yet special..
Imagine...shark fin + tomyam...(It's my 1st time!!)
After that, the whole thing went dull...
The food getting less tasty..(maybe it doesn't suit my taste only lo..)
Then they showed us video through two big screens..
It wasn't clear at all..
And the emcees were lame..(That's what i feel)
Ei?! I realised something!!
People start going back..
Well, I got bored around 10pm...(That time they just served the third dishes only eh..)
Then, I asked my parents to go back..
And..
I cooked maggie mee and eat at house..(It tastes better)...

"I don't care"

Thanks to Ms. Boey, I have to go back to school today and I got a chance to meet her..
I talked to her about what I heard...
"I don't care" was what came out from her mouth..
She know that thing is gonna happen as well..
And she told me that she got confidence it won't be what those people wanted..
So, there's no need for her to change or do anything to avoid it..
'Am I too busy body??
Even she also don't care, what for I care...right??'
That's exactly what I was thinking the whole day...
Even Rebecca also ask me not to care about it anymore...
But, can I??
Hmm...
I'm trying...
Still trying...
And will be keep trying...

Urgh...

Omg..
I heard something yesterday...
And I can't stop thinking about that...
I wanna help my friend so badly...
But I realised that I can't!!
I wish to talk to her about it and ask her to change..
However, I won't be meeting her till next year!!!
I hope it's not too late to talk to her next year when we meet...
I know how important it is to her!!!
I know she doesn't wanna lose it either..
But her style, she won't beg for it!!
I know if she lose it, she's gonna be damn sad!!
Her happy face telling me that she got it last year still playing in my mind..
She even told me that her mum was very proud of her...
I can't bear to see she sad!!
Oh God..
Please help her!!!
I feel so frustrated when I can't do anything for her...
I'm sorry...

Newbie

First time come here lea...
I finally took up Mei Fen's suggestion to write here...
She says : write and write and write good for health, helps mental retardation...>.<"
So, now I will blurt out here whatever need to be blurted out..
If not, my toys will suffer listening to my sweet and sour..
I will still continue it but lesser la...
I think my future blogs are going to be boring..
If you do feel that, I advice you not to continue lo...
Later made you feel bored then not good la..^^